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Monday, November 23, 2009

28th November 2009
Ah my dear is the cutest :D

I'll be going to HK tomorrow with Mae and Yixi, then we're gna meet Lydia there when we reach and then Janson's coming on the 30th November! :)
I'll be back on the 3rd of December.

So I guess, till then,
Take care! :)
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BFG Day yesterday. Woah in the morning we actually trekked 13km. Aiyoh was quite long cos it was walking and walking with the same scenery. Haha. Lunched at some Bah Kut Teh place. Then went home to bathe while the rest were at NSRCC (yeah the guys wanted to go to the gym and the parents just went to drink coffee so we stayed at home for a while) Then we went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 and we had dinner at Earl's Swensens there.

The Go-kart incident was super hilarious zomg :D
Yeah then went home and slept, cos it was such a long day.

Today im going to Yixi's house to do the designing of the orientation banner o:

26th November 2009

Hahah today has been a really great day. Went to Tampines MRT at first, went to collect my altered jeans (I'm so excited for HK!) and then met a few people in KFC@Tampines. I guess one of the most interesting topics that we never fail to talk about is really how we all look so different or have changed in any way. Wei Xiang's voice sounds super different and everything thinks Samuel changed the most o: Hahah.

Headed over to Tampines Safra, initial plan was to go to Mind Cafe but some of them wanted to bowl. Went up but cos of the waiting list, we went back down to Mind Cafe. (I realised how "playing board games" doesn't sound cool at all to those who have never been there.) But now come to think of it, I'm glad we went back down eventually, cos we wouldn't have had as much fun with bowling and there isn't much to talk about in bowling actually.

So yeah in Mind Cafe we played quite a few retarded games. And this might sound a bit weird but it makes me smile from inside when I see everyone so happy. Haha :) I guess friendships over distance requires every bit of effort to retain.

Everyone said my personality didn't change at all, that I still laugh at every stupid thing and that I'm still retarded. Raked up a bit of the memories from the futureliwen and flipflop. Grah hahaha. But yeah, frankly I'm not able to remember how I was like in Primary School, and I'm glad I retained that side of me that they remembered me for :)

Well I'm speaking like that cos the last time I saw them was really long ago. I had to miss the previous outing cos of Public Duty. (but yeah that Public Duty was a great eye-opener, SDC Wheelchair Basketball) Wow it just feels so good.

I had to miss dinner tho, I haven't been spending much time with the BFG people. The times they went out like to collect the jacket or to make the jacket or stuff I couldn't join them cos I had CCA or school or something. Yeah, so I went for dinner, Hongkong Cafe@Orchard Cineleisure! (I couldn't help but feel so excited that I was actually gna be in HK on Sunday) Then after that we went for a moovie (New Moon!) Sneak Preview. Was quite good actually, but those people who didn't read any of the books probably wouldn't like it or something. I'm not sure, but I'm sure people like Samuel (who think that the book is about shiny skin and falling in love with a vampire) won't. Hahaha.

Was an epic day of tumbling cos this lady kinda tripped over Junhui while in the underpass. Then when she fell she looked so pissed. And like the guys offered to help her but she kept glaring. Frankly it wasn't even his fault so I'm not afraid to post this up. She just stood there in silence for a few minutes, glaring as the guys also stood with her. She rejected their help soo..

Then there was a drunk man in the MRT who fell forward when the train jerked. What else could I say, lol. The guys went the other direction so they weren't in the way. But my sister being fast enough, rushed to the window.

Well this pikachu guy happened to be in front of me so I was protected. But the drunk man kinda hit my head, lol.

Today has been one heck of a day, nevertheless, funfunfun.

Tomorrow I'm gna see the BFG people again! Going to Jalan Kayu for morning Roti Prata then we're gna trek Macritchie Reservoir. Then after that we're going to Safra to bathe and swim and then bowl I think. Haha its been a while since we did something like that, we used to do that every public holiday!

So its like woah 1252am now. I should go to bed now :D
Goodnight world.

25th November 2009

Omg its so torturous to have 999 posts cos in order to keep that number there you actually resort to editing your 999th post to talk about your day O.O

Today was super cool (we had flag day). So Wenzhong and I followed Hera and we went to Eunos. Oh the first person we saw there was Ismail, from across the road. He waved! Haha. Woah it was really quite tiring cos this time it wasn't like previous years where I kept walking around with Sir Jason (I realised he was my 2 year Flag Day buddy) so my legs didn't ache. This year they really ached like mad ah. Like some crap, I stood at the same spot for 5 hours! Hahah but yeah it was fruitful cos there were many fruit trees there. (...)

No lah there were some really nice people.

Me: Hello! Would you like to donate?
Man: Yeah. I sit there observe you very long already. I like your attitude!
Me: Oh (hurhur) thank you.
Man: Oh would you like a ring too?

Hahah (please ah for those retards he meant to put it into the tin can). Then there were some really stupid things that I did. Like when you start reciting that "Hello, would you like to donate to St. John Ambulance Brigade" over and over again, you start saying it wrongly. Especially so when you say it really quickly cos some people walk super near to the person in front of them.

I actually said:
"Hello! Would you like a sticker?"

and then you know when people don't donate you still say thank you right.
So it was like:
To person 1: Hello! Would you like to donate? (No.) Thank you!
To person 2: Thank you!

Then he just looked at me blankly and smiled hahahaha zomg you could have imagined what a douchebag I was like, seriously.

Ah let me show you a picture of the super hot (malay) boy okay.

(Maybe I should squeal. But then again, I'm not crossing the road!)

Ah then some other things happened too. This really weird man came and stopped in front of me. Did some weird outstretched action, then he continued on his way. Uh.

Haha then yeah so anyway the other year 4s (I realised I'm calling these people year 4s. The thing is we're not standard fours, we're not seniors, so I guess.. we're year 4s.) had some funny experiences also.

你会讲华语吗?
Super epic lah ahahaha damn funny.

Then yeah. But while I was doing flag day I had this thought in my mind at the beginning of flag day. Its like people on duty, have like some super power. Some super effective repulsion energy that makes the whole corridor empty, like you see some funny people taking longer routes. Lol. And well, umbrellas. :D

Every year there're always stuff to say about Flag Day. Today overall was fun :D

Anyway then after that all 10 of us played ball together! And then the seniors went off for Sir Pia Leong's birthday dinner. (We got asked along too, but yeah I agree w Hg we're a bit fresh to feel normal. Thanks thoz! :D)

9 of us at ate at KFC. Grace lah. Hahah she's so cool and I like her. Anyway yeah so we talked for quite a while and we laughed about a lot of stupid things. I felt super high leh zomg.

Hahah then took the bus back with Hg. Cool ride.

I AM EXCITED FOR TOMORROW'S CLASS OUTING. I THINK I WILL END UP DOING THE SAME THING THAT I HAVE DONE FOR TODAY'S FLAG DAY. Like combine posts.

I'm so excited I'm gna see them after so long! :)

Oh then there's New Moon Sneak Peek with the BFG after dinnerrrr!

Loves,
Lilililililiwen.



23rd November 2009
Woah this is my 999th post. I think I should go plan my thousandth post or something. It shall hold some meaning :) Well okay I realised I'm not blogging as often now, cos it's the holidays! And I really have quite a few things planned out in my interesting life :)

At least for this week. Today I had an SJ meeting day. Was really productive, then went to vball after school. For a while, then we got stopped cos the A level papers were starting. Then after that we left school for Vivocity. Hg Grace and I watched Paranormal Activity.

Omg I was shaking! Some parts really quite scary and looked so real maaan. Today on the way home I was like flying and I smsed my sister cos I was freaked and imagining things o: But yeah. I realised I'm not bold at all. Okay normal things (I'm not scared of spiders!) maybe I am but not for horror movies and all that. Ho.

I hope I don't get nightmareees.

Before we watched the movie, 4 of us (Lydia was with us before the movie) we received some free Canon photoshoot thing from GV. Haha it was quite retarded and the 4 of us took a picture. The lady at Canon helped us print 4 small photos in the end. (She gave us an extra that she printed, which we pasted at GV Vivocity! "Share the fun and joy, paste your pictures here!") HAHA. I shall put the picture up here some day. And you know what? Hmm, I want to buy a new memory card. Rawr.

(Ho okay I just got distracted by my meeting minutes. Woah I took 2 hours.)

Ah tuesday is a shopping day! Wednesday there's flag day, thursday's there's a 6A gathering and friday there's a BFG day-out haha. We're going to West Coast Park and I think we're going bowling or something :D

I hope I don't get nightmares and I don't think I will sooo.. I shall go and read now. I'm almost finishing Have a little faith. I'm really slow! I don't even have time to read it every day. Most of the time its just a half an hour time period, once in a few days. I'm going to dedicate nights to reading it cos reading it in bits and pieces makes it harder to appreciate the flow that Mitch Albom created for this book.

And oh my god have I ever mentioned, I love Mitch Albom's style of writing. After everything I'm so going to finish up all the books of his that I didn't read.

Okay anyway, for now I shall go reeead :)

I'm not gna post the thousandth post until I plan one nicely. :D

Love is all around
Saturday, November 21, 2009

"Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrival fate at Heathrow airport. General opinion makes out that we live in a world of hatred and greed but I don't see that.

Seems to me that love is everywhere. Often its not particularly dignified or newsworthy but its always there. Fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends and girlfriends, old friends.

When the planes hit the Twin Towers, none of the messages on board were messages of hate or revenge, they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feelings you'll find that love actually is all around." Love Actually
Okay I'm actually falling sick haha. But neh, minors. A bit of a flu and cough but neh, I'll get well. Mummy's just fussing a bit cos I'm going to HK next Sunday! :)

I feel like online shopping nao.

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

This is my 997th post! Well maybe after I reach 1000 I might stop blogging for good or something. I've recently started on something that's kinda interesting haha. But nah, I'm just kidding cos I think there's nothing quite as interesting as talking to myself on my blog :D Right.

I was just reading this and it seriously cracks me up:
Got Wisdom?

Haha you should go see it if you're really bored or something.
"255. IF THE WORLD DIDN'T SUCK, WE WOULD ALL FALL OFF."
"260. NOWHERE IN THE NURSERY RHYME "HUMPTY DUMPTY" DOES IT SAY THAT HUMPTY IS AN EGG."

Well there's a 4B cls outing to Sentosa tmr (I dno why its there again but yay) so yay :D Today has been quite good. I've been evading big insects from behind my closed windows and living with some noisy renovation work. But its good cos it looks like its gna rain soon and I like the rain.

Okay, the rain is overrr. Oh last week Lydia Glada and Jade came over to my house to help me clear up my house too. (I forgot why I forgot to write about that) And yeah my room was a lot neater after that :D (I finally brought all my EOY stuff out of the room and now my living room looks a bit messier HEHE)

I'm feeling hungry.

Lol last night Yangshen slept on his specs and today he went to my dad's shop. Ah actually speaking of that. Its kinda cool that SM Goh is a regular at my dad's shop. He says that whenever SM is there, a whole group of body guards would be there too. Lol.

There are some very insightful things that I read recently:
Have a little faith, Mitch Albom:

The Reb was looking for a letter. He lifted a pad, then an envelope, then a newspaper. I knew he'd never find it. I think the mess in his office was almost a way of life now, a game that kept the world interesting. As I was waiting, I glanced at the file on the lower shelf, the one marked "God". We still hadn't opened it.

"Ach," he said, giving up.
Can I ask you something?
"Ask away, young scholar," he crowed.
How do you know God exists?
He stopped. A smile crept across his face.
"An excellent question."
He pressed his fingers into his chin.
And the answer? I said.
"First, make the case against Him."

Okay, I said, taking his challenge. How about this? We live in a world where your genes can be mapped, where your cells can be copied, where your face can be altered. Heck, with surgery, you can go from being a man to being a woman. We have science to tell us of the earth's creation; rocket probes explore the universe. The sun is no longer a mystery. And the moon -- which people used to worship? We brought some of it home in a pouch, right?

"Go on," he said.

So why, in such a place, where the once-great mysteries have been solve, does anyone still believe in God or Jesus or Allah or a Supreme Being of any kind? Haven't we outgrown it? Isn't it like Pinocchio, the puppet? When he found he could move without his strings, did he still look the same way at Geppetto?

The Reb tapped his fingers together.
"That's some speech."
You said make a case.
"Ah."

He leaned in. "Now. My turn. Look if you say that science will eventually prove there is no God, on that I must differ. No matter how small they take it back, to a tadpole, to an atom, there is always something that can't explain, something that created it all at the end of the search.
"And no matter how far they try to go the other way -- to extend life, play around with the genes, clone this, clone that, live to one hundred and fifty -- at some point, life is over. And that what happens? When life comes to an end?"

I shrugged.
"You see?"
He leaned back. He smiled.
"When you come to the end, that's where God begins."
But yeah that's like one page of the entire book. I'm not anywhere near being particularly religious but yeah. I still like this book. At least till where I'm reading cos things change. But unlikely, yeah.

Ah okay, I feel like ending here.


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